A Weird Dream

I really fell in love for the first time was when I was in elementary school. Those who read my previous posts about my first love would know the story. Few months ago, I missed the chance to see him after watching the movie 'The Avengers' with Haru-chan. I was so heart broken because of that. I have been wanting to see him again to settle everything with him. To tell him that I'm no longer keeping any feeling for him. To tell him that I want to be friends with him again like how we were when we were in elementary school. Playing together, talking and joking with each other. I miss those times so much. 

Few nights ago, I had a weird dream about him. It was unexpected to see him in my dream when I didn't even think about him before I went to sleep that night. I don't really remember the whole dream but the dream really left me with a deep impression that until now I still can't stop thinking about it.

In the dream, I was at a place where there was a lot of people. It was really crowded and dark. I was walking alone pushing through the crowd. Then I stopped and stood still. I was looking straight into the dark. That was when he appeared. Once I saw him, I immediately went to him but he ran away before I reached him. I chased after him and caught him. I grabbed his arm and said something but I don't remember. Then the scene changed into a festival. It was still dark and crowded but there was a lot of stalls at the side as we walked together. He tried to run away again but I held his hand tight. We met my friends from our elementary school. 

We bumped into Suki-chan who was at that time buying something at one of the stalls. She was surprised to see me with him and she realized that he was trying his best to let go of his hand from my grip. So she asked, "Why are you clinging on him?" I answered the question but I was looking straight into the eyes of the guy next to me. I said, "Once I get a hold of your hand, I won't let go" and tightened my hold on his hand. Hearing that, he sighed and smiled. "Fine. I'm all yours" he said to me.

The scene then again changed. The two of us were exchanging stones with each other. My stone was a tiny light blue colored stone and his was a bit larger than mine colored in dark blue. I gave mine to him and he gave his to me. The next seconds, those stones turned into coins.

I'm not sure what happened next but I was in danger and he was nowhere to be seen. When I was trying to save myself, I heard a whisper telling me take out the coin I got from him. The whispering voice said that that coin was the only one that could save me. I took it out and before anything happened, my alarm rang.

Yes, the dream ended there. It was just like those normal ridiculous dreams but I don't know why...this one somehow stick in my mind. I feel like it was trying to hint me something. I talked to Suki-chan about it and she said that it was just a dream and I shouldn't think too much about it. I guess she's right. I think too much. That morning, I saw his name on my FaceBook homepage. No, he still hasn't accepted my friend request yet. I saw his name on a photo of one of the friends on my friend list that he commented. It was like fate. So I clicked on his name and took a look at his timeline. There are a lot of wall posts from a girl which I assumed is his current girlfriend. So I guess, Suki-chan is right after all. I shouldn't think too much. It was just...a dream.

- Miki Ariake