Dear Love...

<3 10^th August 2012 <3

It’s already passed 12 am in Japan, so HAPPY 19^th BIRTHDAY to my beloved Nakajima Yuto. Dear Yuto, I…I seriously have no idea on what to say. This day is a very special day for me because it’s your birthday, Yuto. You are one of the most important people that I love the most in my life. It’s true that I’m just a fan and obviously, you don’t know anything about me. But, you should know how much you have changed my life already. You are my inspiration. You are my source of power and smile. You changed me, Yuto. About 4 years and few months ago, when I first saw you, you struck me with your smile. I fell in love with you, immediately. Since that day, my love for you keeps growing bigger and bigger, stronger and stronger. Now, the love I have for you is 100x larger than when I first saw you.

Not mine! Got this from a page on FB

I know, people might laugh at me saying, “You love him that much but he doesn’t even know if you’re exist or not. What’s the point?” Fine, they can laugh as much as they want. I don’t care. They don’t understand anything. Even I myself, I admit, don’t even understand. This is my first time ever to fall in love this deep with someone that doesn’t even know me, someone that lives so far away from me, an idol. Nakajima Yuto, I keep asking myself, what do I see in you? My answer is always, “I don’t know” I just love you, without any reasons. I love you, because you are you.

Credit to the owner. Not mine!

In this world, I’m sure that I’m not the only girl who keeps this strong feeling for you. There are a lot more all around the world. Maybe, millions of them. I’m not the only one. I know that fact very well. That’s why I love you without hoping for any payback. Among the millions of girls, only one of us that God has created for you.

One.

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And I’m sure, it can’t be me. It’s not me, obviously. Who am I? I’m just a girl who comes from a completely different world from you. I’m nothing compares to the others. Even if you know me, you won’t even look at me. That is a fact that I must always keep in my mind so I won’t get hurt in the end.

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Whoever that Lucky Girl is, I’m sure she is the best for you. So, whoever you are going to choose, I will always support and wish for the best for you. Until the end, my support will always be with you.

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Dear Yuto, Kikuchi Fuma has stolen your place as my ichiban in the whole JE. But that doesn’t mean you are forgotten. For me, you are always the most special one in my heart. My first ever ichiban in JPOP world. The guy who teaches me lot of stuffs and always the one who never failed in making me laugh. Even just by seeing your smile, no matter how painful my life is, I’m always able to smile. Plus you once said,

“SMILES can save the world”

Your smile saved me so many times already. So please, keep smiling, because your smile is source of power for so many people in this world.

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I will end this here but before that I want to say it again.

I LOVE YOU, NAKAJIMA YUTO.

- Miki Ariake