Dear
all, I am back!
There
is nothing much to share but I still want to write up an entry! :D
I
did mention in my last post that my first presentation as a uni student was a
disaster, right? Oh yes, it was really a disaster. A big one! I rehearsed a lot
before coming into class and I thought I was ready to give it a go but then
because of an unavoidable reason, we couldn’t use the projector, so we had to
give a traditional presentation. Yes, just an oral presentation! I wasn’t ready
for it at all!
My
other group-mates did great but when it was my turn, I stuttered a lot and my
sentences were messed up! I was so freaking nervous! The people all had a
serious expression on their face and I wasn’t sure if they actually understood
what I was talking about. I forgot everything that I had already rehearsed and
just read from the slide which actually could cause me lose of points. But I
didn’t have any choice :(
After
we finished the presentation, Miss Bianca commented that although we did our
research, we don’t really understand the topic we were presenting. She was
actually specifically telling that to me. I was in a serious trouble when she
asked me to re-explain everything in my own words! As I told you, it was a real
disaster! But I am glad that at least we had done our presentation. We were
actually the first group to present!
And
today, another presentation! I didn’t want to repeat the same mistake so I
really did a lot of preparation this time. I came early to Uni and spent my
time alone in the library to make sure that everything was okay. I read my
slides and my speech so many times and I tried to understand the topic as much
as I could.
Then,
it was finally time for the presentation! Our group was the second group to
present today; the group before did very well so we were nervous!
BUT!
I did it! I did it without stuttering much! :D And YES! I did it! I managed to present without any
problems! Oh my! I’m so happy! I think it was mainly because my classmates in
the Drama class are very friendly and I’m okay with them all. I mean, they are
not that serious as those in Kinship class. In Drama class, we enjoy! :3 The
class was full of laughter when Az was presenting his parts :D Even Mr. Low
found his parts as interesting. Well, overall, we did great!
Karlos
and Az, thank you so much, guys, for everything! It was short but I really had
fun working with you guys! I hope we can be in the same group again if we gonna
have a group work like this again :D
I’m
so glad that now all the presentations for this week are over! Now, all I have
to think about is the reports…and the essays that need to be submitted at the
end of week 7 and week 8 :(
After
the class, I had to work at the gown distribution, as a volunteer together with
Awin, Rayma and Jila. Oh, and also Nao. We didn’t really do anything there but
we had to stay there until 4:30 pm because we took the afternoon shift.
I
spent the time talking about a lot of stuffs with Nao when there was nothing to
do. Well, we were just fooling around actually. It was fun! The issue about
Ikki-san did come out several times in our conversation. Well, because Nao is
the one who knows the most about my feeling for that boy. And she was the one
who kept telling me to move on. LOL!
I
moved on!
I
know… It is really hard to just forget, especially after bumping into Ikki-san
this morning… I didn’t tell you?
Yeah,
I bumped into him this morning. I was on my way to the PMUbd shoppe when I saw
him. And he saw me as well. My heart beat rate increased so drastically and I
didn’t know what to do when our eyes met. I just immediately turned around and
walked away in a fast speed! Yes. I ran away. Again.
Apparently,
he was in uni today to settle some things before he leaves… That is what Nao
told me.
*sigh*
FINE!
I admit that I am stupid! I should have just walked to him and talked to him
but I ran away instead. Well, I already decided to move on!
Urghhh!!!
-
Miki
Ariake
Ps:
My left ankle is in a serious pain right now. I sprained it when I was running
away from him…
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