Hahaha xD I went to watch it on 26th April together with my siblings and Naru-baka and Haru-chan and Saku-chan! <3 Suki-chan was so supposed to come but she suddenly canceled it due to some unavoidable stuffs. I was disappointed... Because she couldn't come, we had one extra ticket ==' So, not to waste it, Haru-chan suggested that we should bring Saku-chan :D And so we texted her! :D Thank God, she was fine with it and yeay! She came with us!
Iron Man 3 was awesome! I laughed a lot. I love Tony Stark! Hahaha xD Don't you guys think that he's hot? For me, yes, he IS hot! And FUNNY. Haru-chan didn't sit with us in the cinema. She was with her BOYFRIEND. Yes, I repeat, BOYFRIEND. Lol! Hahaha.
When the movie was finished, we went wandered around the ground floor while waiting for my father to pick us up and that was when something unexpected happened. Do you remember my post about my first love? I haven't seen him for almost 3 years since we graduated from high school. I had always wished to be given the chance to see him again. Because I have stuffs to settle with him. I wanted to tell him that I wanna be friends with him again... hmm...
That day, on 26th April, I finally bumped into him again. It was seriously unexpected. I never thought I would meet him that day. So I wasn't ready at all. I quickly hid. He was with his current girlfriend. She's one pretty girl. Cannot deny that. And he looks very different now. More handsome and looks smarter. I felt the urge to cry right away...but my friends seemed very oblivious about it.
I wanted to approach him but I couldn't. So I could only watched him from a far. Even after three years had passed, I still can feel the pain in my heart. So painful. He was my FIRST LOVE, ya know! FIRST LOVE! And I kept the feeling for him for eight years until I finally decided to confess but ended up rejected. And after the confession, we never talked to each other anymore... That is the reason why I really want to see him again. I want to clear everything and so we can be friends again. Like before. Those childhood time... playing together, joking around together... FRIENDS. I miss those time when we were close...
But again, I let the opportunity off... I didn't dare to approach him! T.T
So, he finally out of my sight, I couldn't stand it anymore and I cried. Haru-chan and Saku-chan were surprised when I suddenly cried... Hahaha. I'm sorry that I shocked you guys... :')
After that day, I finally understand that... Me and HIM with never gonna be friends again. We will never be able to restore back our friendship. And it is all because of stupid decision. If I didn't confess that day...
- Miki Ariake
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