What will happen to my life now?

Okay! I have an announcement! A news! Err...what? ANDROMEDA? NO! I don't have time to talk about them right now! It's another news! About another thing! Well, I'm sot sure if this is a good news or a bad news... I...I don't know! Okay! I'm really confused right now!

I AM CHOSEN FOR THE PKBN PROGRAM! The 3 months MILITARY-like program! YES! THEY CHOSE ME! 

CRAZY!? YES! I'M SERIOUSLY GOING CRAZY RIGHT NOW! THIS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN! I MEAN, THE 100 CHOSEN ONES WERE ALREADY DECIDED WEEK AGO AND THEY ALREADY ATTENDED THE FIRST GATHERING LAST WEEK! I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO BE IN THE LIST! WELL, I REALLY WAS NOT IN THE LIST!

BUT THEN, MY PA RECEIVED A CALL TODAY SAYING THAT THEY HAVE CHOSEN ANOTHER 100 TO ENTER THE PROGRAM. AND THAT 100 INCLUDES ME! WHY NOW!? WHY NOW WHEN I ALREADY PLANNED A LOT OF STUFFS TO DO FOR THE 3 MONTHS OFF FROM SCHOOL! I WANT TO HAVE 'CUTI CUTI' MALAYSIA WITH MY FAMILY! I THOUGHT THEY WERE NOT GOING TO CHOOSE ME! I WAS ALREADY RELIEVED! BUT NOW...

WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW?

SHOULD I JUST GO WITH FLOW? 

OR SHOULD I TELL THEM THAT I WANT TO DECLINE IT?

MAN, I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW...

HELP!!!!