Bad things always come after the good things

Yesterday, I couldn't stop smiling like crazy.
I found the full Promotion Video of Hey!Say!JUMP's new single "OVER" even before the release date.
And also the making of the video.
I was so happy because of that.
I watched the video over and over again.
I love Nakajima Yuto's smile the most.
I love the way JUMP acts.
I love the natural JUMP.
I even cried after watching the Ai-ing Aishiteru PV.
It was awesome.
Especially the part where, each of the JUMP members said 'Aishiteru'
That night, I dreamed of Morimoto Ryutaro.
I don't know why he was the one that appeared in my dream and not Yuto but I'm still happy.
Because he is  member of JUMP.
In the dream, he was my boyfriend that I wanted to break up with.
He did a lot of sweet stuffs in the dream just to make me stay with him.
He's so sweet. I love Ryutaro.

But as expected, after good things...there will always be bad things coming next.
Today...everything went wrong.
A rumor, a stupid rumor started to spread all around the net.
A rumor saying that Ryutaro is smoking. An underage boy smoking.
They even put a picture of Ryutaro holding a cigarette to prove it.
The picture was taken from a famous magazine that was said to always against Johnnys Entertainment.
And they also said that, the magazine will be publish tomorrow.
I hate this. I really hate this.
I trust Ryutaro.
I trust him no matter what.
There must be a reason for this.
I wish the rumor to just stop!
I wish tomorrow will not come!
But, everyone knows that it is impossible.
I hope, everything will be fine soon.
Ryutaro, don't give up...
I LOVE YOU...