Another broken heart...

Konichiwa.
Hello guys, it has been a while since I last posting something here.
I was busy with assignments, presentations and club activities.
Being a college student sure is NO REST at all.
But, for my future...I have to bear with it.

There was another History presentation on last Monday!
It was a last minute preparation but thank God, we managed to do it and the lecturer even gave us some compliments.
And tomorrow, there will be another presentation.
Geography.
 Not a group presentation but individual so I'm less nervous about it.

Oh ya! There's so many things I want to share!
But, as I started typing, I forgot everything I wanted to say.
Okay, on last Friday was a very tiring day for me.
A Geography field trip~
Man, it was so damn tiring especially the hiking part!
But, we were having so much fun.
I want to do it again someday.

I don't really remember what had happened on the last few days =.=
So, I'm not gonna talk about it.

Eh?
Why is the title up there like that?
Well, it is because of what had happened at school just now.
To tell the truth, I'm actually having a crush on this boy.
He's my senior from martial art class.
Unexpectedly, we go to the same college this year.
I never thought he was cool before but when I first saw he wore a complete uniform with neck tie and such...somehow, I found him cute.
I already did so many things just to get close to him and each time, it was a success.
Last time, I purposely called him and said that I wanted to borrow some books.
He replied with an okay and asked me to meet him somewhere at school.
He borrowed me a book and when I wanted to return it to him and I covered it nicely with a plastic.
He did noticed it when I returned the book but he didn't say anything *cries*
Never mind, at least I got the chance to talk to him.
Since then, every time we bumped onto each other in college, he always say 'hi' and waves at me.
I was so happy just by that.

But today, something happened.
We both unexpectedly waited for our parents at the same place.
I was so nervous that I couldn't even breathe normally.
But he seemed relaxed... He didn't notice me sitting there.
I was with my friends at that time but I couldn't stop looking at him and when he turned to me, I quickly looked away.
Then, his father came and he got into the car. That was when he saw me.
And...
HE SMILED AND WAVED AT ME! 
I was so happy that I almost jumped at my place.
After he left, I told my friends about it.
Min Ki and....one of the girls in my class.
They made fun of me...
They said that a wave doesn't mean anything...
A wave doesn't promise anything...
I was so sad because of that.
But thanks to them, I finally realized that they are right.
I shouldn't put too much hope on this so called 'puppy love'
If he likes me, he should have notice me sitting there just near to him...
But he didn't...
So I made a decision to give up on the stupid 'puppy love'

See, another broken heart story...
At the end, I think...I shouldn't LOVE at all for now...

-Miki Ariake