Addicted to Darren Shan!

Yo!
I'm back :D
Today was the 8th day of holiday!
For the last few day, I was just locking myself in my room.
I spent the whole day watching dramas on YouTube, downloading videos, reading English novel, facebook-ing and fangirling.

I re-watched again the Taiwanese drama that I watched long long time ago.
It was called "Smiling Pasta"
I love the story so much. It is not just full of romance but also humorous element. Ah, and also family love...
The main actor was Nicholas Teo. If you know him, don't you realize that his face is kinda look alike Daiki Arioka of Hey!Say!JUMP? Yes, right?
I'm going to watch the last episode after posting this entry.

Next, I want to talk about...DARREN SHAN!!
I'm sure most of you know Darren Shan. Am I right?
To those who don't know...Darren Shan is an author who wrote a book called the saga of Darren Shan.
He wrote about himself being blooded by a full vampire in order to save his friend and finally he became a half vampire. According to what he said in the book, all he wrote in it was TRUE.
I'm not really sure about that...I don't believe in vampire actually.
Okay, one thing for sure, the books were AWESOME!
Now, I almost finish reading the 5th book. I can't wait to read the next one!
To those who haven't read it yet, I recommend you to read the books! Make sure you start reading from the first book, alright?
Ah, by the way...I know there was a live action movie of Darren Shan but please, DON'T WATCH THE MOVIE! It will only ruin the story and of course your imagination.
I curse the person who made it into a movie! I seriously hate hate hate hate hate him!

Only today, I finally left the house.
I went to the library with Min Ki and Nao to discuss about our Sociology group assignment.
Man, I hate assignment and there will be presentation when the school reopen.

Ne, suddenly I feel like sharing my high school life...
During my middle school, I was placed in the most smart class together with the other smart students.
I remained in the smart class until the 3rd year of middle school.
Then at the end of the year, we were required to sit for a big exam and most of us passed but some of us had to move to the 2nd smart class when we entered high school.
Thank God, because of my good result I was still placed in the smartest class during my high school years!
But, some of my closest friends were not in the same class with me anymore.
Since then, I became so lonely and as the result my presentation DROP drastically.
I hate the class. Before I was so proud that I was put in the class but then, I regret it.
Everyone was so...I don't know how to explain it.
Being in the same class as the smartest students in the school was so stressful!
They only know to study, study, study, study!
It seemed like they already forgotten how to have fun.
I'm talking talking about the whole class, but most of them and mostly they were the closest with me in the class.
Every time, I was with them, I felt left out. I felt like I was STUPID and they were all way much smarter compared to me.
Slowly, I started to distance myself from them.
I tried as best as I could to not be in the class (except during the lesson)
Every morning, although I came to school early, I didn't go straight into the class.
I usually went to the class next door and played with them.
I always had fun every time I joined the class next door (the 2nd smartest)
They were 100% the opposite of the students in my class.
They were more happy go lucky, fun and friendly.
Day by day, I started to get closer and closer with them.
I spent my morning, break time and lunch with them.

Now, I'm already in my college year.
And I'm still friends with them. We are still hanging out together.
On Thursday, they will be having a reunion for the class (in high school).
Of course, I was not invited.
I was NOT the class member...
I really want to join them but...
I will only ruin the reunion.
But still, I wish they will be happy to be able to meet each other again.
In the end...I'm all alone~