Do you guys believe in TRUE FRIEND?

Yo, I'm back again.
First of all...I want to scream out loud.
WHAT A BAD DAY TODAY!!!!!! Arghhhh!!!
Luckily, I didn't go to college today... Starting next year, every May 17...I will just lock myself in my room.
First the washing machine was making fun of me, then my mother gave me a SUPER LONG lecture, after that, I was told to do all the housework for the day, then my grandfather also gave me a -short- lecture, I almost broke my fingers when I was helping my father carrying the stupid washing machine out from the bathroom and worst...I stepped on Chi-nyan's poo!

Okay, now straight to the point.
Do you guys believe in TRUE FRIENDS?
My answer would be YES but can also be NO.
Sometimes I believe in it and sometimes no.
What is TRUE FRIEND actually?
I don't really understand.
I'm having a fight with one of my friend right now, or should I say my ex-friend?
I will just use EX then since I don't consider her as my friend anymore.
She was my friend since I was still in first year of my middle school.
We were close with each other but, she always said something that hurt my feeling.
Because I think as a friend, I should accept her the way she is so I easily forgave her.
But then, after 5 years being friends with her...I realized that I can't bear with her anymore.
She talked behind me with my other friends. I don't mind if she talks about something nice but she was trying to make me look bad in the other's eyes.
I don't know what was her intention.
But, one thing for sure, I'm so disappointed.
When I recalled back, this was NOT the first time she did that. Why was I'm so damn stupid? I should have realized it earlier, she is NOT a friend at all.
Since that, I never talk to her anymore. I tried as much as I can to distance myself from her.
Of course, the others noticed it. There were some people who came to me and asked what is actually happening between me and her. I didn't give them an answer. I'm pretty sure they would ask her the same question too and I don't care with how she would answer them.
I don't care anymore.
I don't care what people would think about me after listening to her answer.
I won't forgive that girl.

Back to the question,
I do have some friends who are like...I don't know if I should say that they are my true friends, but they are always there when I need them.
They care about me a lot.
They say they love me so many times.
They make me feel...I'm not alone.
We laugh together.
We share so many things together.
Without them, I feel so lonely and that is what I'm feeling right now.
They have no time for me anymore.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm being ignore.
Sometimes, I feel like they are leaving me.
Sometimes, I feel like they don't love me anymore.
I always think about stuffs like
'Maybe, they have found some new friends'
'Maybe, they have forgotten about me'
'Maybe, they don't enjoy the times they have spent with me'
'Maybe, I'm really a boring person'
Those negative thinking always come into mind.
Me and them are not going to the same college...
I miss them. But, are they feeling the same way?
I wonder...
I wonder...
I wonder, is there anyone out there who consider me as his or her TRUE FRIEND?
I don't know...