Wewwww~~~ It has been
awhile!! I have a lot to share!!
But tonight, this will
be a very special post :) As we are all already know, 2013 has officially ended
and now we are in the year 2014 already and yeah, a lot happened within the
year 2013! Sweet, happy, bitter, sad, hatred, angry, forgive, revenge, fun… I
felt so many emotions throughout the whole year. To tell the truth, last year
has been one of the best years in my life!
I will talk about some
unforgettable memories of the year 2013 in this special post. A gentle warning;
this post will be super long. Haha XD I have already readied a box of tissues
next to me as I’m typing this. I’m not sure if only a box would be enough
though :P
Okay!! Let’s start!! :3
On 11th
March 2013, I finally graduated from PKBN. Yes, PKBN :) The three months
program started on 9th December 2012 and throughout the three
months, I experienced so many new things. The most important thing is I met a
lot of wonderful people. We were strangers on the day we first met each other,
but at the end of the three months, we were like cannot be separated, a one big
family.
I was put in the same
room with Zeema and Nina. I didn’t know them nor do they know me. As I said, we
were complete strangers to each other! But as time went by, these two have
become someone who was so damn close to me. Every night before we went to bed,
we would have a night talk together. We talked about the days we have been
through, about ourselves and those people around us. Zeema had seen me cried a
lot too! Haha XD and Nina, she is really a funny girl and cute! She is so
pretty but hey, don’t be surprised with how she acts. It doesn’t match her
pretty face at all. Every morning, Zeema would always be the first to wake up,
I will be the second and both of us would have a hard time to wake Nina up; the
heavy sleeper.
And then, there was
Kimmy and Adik; two of the people in my platoon that I’m very close to. They
are a few years younger than me but they have been acting as my older brothers
instead. Kimmy always take care of me and he was always the first to notice if
something was wrong with me. When I was having a hard time, he was the only one
who stayed beside me. He listened to me and gave me advices. He even got mad at
people for me! I still remember when I was left alone by everyone in my platoon
and I complained to Kimmy, he went to our leader and he was like, “Please do
include Miki in this!!” I was so grateful. And when I was trying not to cry
because of the stupid arrangement the leader made for me during our adventure
into the forest in Temburong, he came to me and asked, “Is there something
wrong?” and then, I cried right away! He was panicking. Lol. After I told him
what happened, again, he called our leader and got mad at him. Hahaha XD
Without Kimmy, I don’t think I can survive the three months at all. Until the
end, he never left my side. I cried so much when we had to separate on the last
day and he gently patted my head. Thank you, Kimmy.
And Adik, this guy is
very awesome! Haha XD I was also with him most of the time. Like Kimmy, he
listened to me a lot and took care of me. When I asked him to pretend as my
little brother, he went along with it! He even calls me ‘Kaka’. And when the
others asked about our relationship, he told them, “I’m Miki’s little brother.
She’s my sister. We are siblings” <3 I so wish he was my real little
brother, by blood. They said we almost look alike too. Haha.
PKBN was awesome! It
was one of the best experiences ever in my whole life so far. We went through
the hardships together, we laughed, we cried, we fought; we comforted each
other because all we had during the three months was one another. I still
remember the time when we got our exam result (mine was A-level), some of us
didn’t do so well but because we had each other, we managed to get through it.
Zeema, Nina, Tim, Kaka,
Nani, Mas, Naza, Chaa, Wafa, Fiqa, Idah.
Kimmy, Adik, Khairul,
Duqi, Azizi, Wadud, Adi Muhsan, Eman and the others.
Those from platoon 1, 2,
3, 5 and 6 also; especially Eira, Aqilah, Haru-chan, Atul, Ayu, Darenah~
Thank you so much,
everyone, for the great memories. PKBN taught me so many things. Because of the
three months hardships, I have became a new person; much stronger both mentally
and physically. Thank you so much.
(Barbeque Night)
(Kimmy)
(Adik)
(Platoon 4)
(The girls of Platoon 4)
About 4 months after
graduated from PKBN, I got accepted into university. Oh yeah! That was when my
life changed almost completely! I was finally going back to school. I was
happy, excited and nervous at the same time. August 2013 was when we started
our orientation. I thought I would be all alone because most of closest friends
are accepted into other faculties, like Saku-chan and Haru-chan who are both
accepted into Faculty of Science but thank God, I have Awin, Rayma and Jila and
we stuck together for the whole week of orientation.
The orientation was
fun! I was sleeping most of the time during the briefing though. On the day
when I first stepped into the University, I felt like, “Wow. I can’t believe
I’ve reached this far” because seriously, since O-level, I never thought that I
would become a university student. At all. During the campus tour, I still felt
like it was all a dream. But then, it was real!
For the first few
weeks, everything was confusing with the modules, GIS, GenNext and all. I was
so stressed that I got mad at almost everyone around me when I couldn’t load
the GIS page to register my modules. Lol! In the end, I decided to take
Professional Communication and Media as my major :3 I also took Drama because
it was the only module that didn’t clash with my major at that time and it was
one of the decision I ever made that changed my life.
(JILA, RAYMA AND AWIN)
During the first
semester, a lot happened. I met new people, long time no see friends and gained
so much new experiences!! One of the best is DRAMA!! :D I am so glad that I
decided to take Drama!!
The first class was
embarrassing when we were told to introduce ourselves in a unique way. I didn’t
know anyone!! Seriously, I was all alone!! At that time, I felt like, “Oh
why!!? Why did I take this module?” I felt like crying. Haha XD But then, on
that first day also I got my first new friend in UBD. It was Azy who talked to
me first and Karlos. Thank you so much!!
Less than a month, we
have become so close! Yes, everyone in the Drama class. Those who were shy on
the first class became talkative and every time there was a class, we really
enjoyed! And we were always looking forward to see other. I became close with
someone I never talk to before. Best example is Justin. We were classmates for
two years during my sixth form days and we were once partnered in Geography
class but we never really talked to each other. Haha XD Even though we sat next
to each other during the class and shared textbooks, but we never talked. But
this year, when we were reunited in the same group (Midsummer Night’s Dream),
everything changed. LOL! I never expect would be this close to Justin!!
Everyone in the Drama
class changed me. They changed my life :D Only in Drama class that I could feel
like at home. I felt very welcomed every time I entered the class. I was a
quiet girl and I still am quiet but they accepted me for who I am. Because they
know that I am a shy type of girl that will always be the ones to talk to me
first :) I remember that one day, when I was feeling sad (because of the news
that Ikki-san was leaving Brunei
Honestly, I cried once
during the rehearsal because I was so stressed out and Wiah didn’t ask
anything, she just went to me and hug me, letting me cry on her shoulder. Azy
also came right away and she even cried with me. They are all good friends and
I am so thankful to Allah for giving this chance of knowing them. Because we
are all so close together, I can talk free about anything with them and I can
cry any time. LOL! There were also time when some of us had some conflicts with
each other, but at the end of the day, it was still a happy ending :D
We worked hard together,
helping each others, rehearsals until late midnight, we cried together, we
laughed together, we shared so many memories together. We are The Drama heads!
Haha XD and the day that I will never ever forget for my whole life is the day
when we performed our plays. All our hard works paid off! The claps, the
applauses and the cheers from the audience…oh my God, I can’t even describe the
feelings I was feeling at that time into words. Most of all, my close friends
came and watched us! I tried my best not to cry on that day. Lol! When
everything ended, we took a lot of photos to keep for memories. At that moment,
I really wished the day would never end. Haha.
Drama changed me. It
changed my life and changed who I am. I never felt so loved, so welcomed. I
love drama class. I love the Drama heads. Those people are so wonderful. Thank
you for everything. Thank you for the memories. I will never forget everyone.
All of you are like my family. Without you guys, my first semester in UBD
wouldn’t be this awesome!!
Azy, Wiah, Arthur,
Justin, Ilyas, Asdy, Ka Ida, Dinie, Zaim, Fidzah, Azreena, Ziqa, Raudhah,
Yazid, Taufik,, Karlos, Az, AJ, Karim, Qila, Fiz, Hattadi, Nia, Ira, Phoenix,
Waff, Didi, Jasmine, Bibi, Kevin, Moh, Jihah, Saadah, and those from
post-modern modules!
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
<3
(MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM'S MEETING)
And then…Ikki-san! :D
After 8 months of not seeing him, I finally met him again during the
orientation. I like him since the second year of sixth form (2012). I thought
my feeling for him was no longer there but then when I met him again, I
realized that I still that guy. He got accepted into Faculty of Science but I
could still bump into him in UBD sometimes. I felt it was enough to just see
him from a far, bumping into him and saying hi to each other but then suddenly
I got news that he was offered a scholarship to study in UK
Ikki-san, thank you so
much for giving me the memory. I know for you, my status is just a FRIEND. I
know that. But I don’t know why, my heart…is still beating so fast at the
thought of you. I like you. I love you. Still :D But I am not hoping for
anything in return. I just want to continue liking you because it is my
motivation :) YOU are my motivation, my inspiration. I’ll be keeping this
feeling as long as long as possible. Happy New Year, Ikki-san :3
In the year 2013 also I
was given a chance to be in Andromeda’s music video!! Again, I never expected
this! Haha XD I was just checking FaceBook as usual when I saw a post on
Andromeda’s page saying that they are giving opportunity to fans who are
interested in being in their MV and together with my friends, I applied for it.
The shooting was during the Ramadhan and the venue was at the beach. That day
was hot and we were fasting. LOL. But it was fun!! DAMN FUN!! I got to hang out
with the other Andromeda’s fans :3 It was like a bonding time among the fans
<3 Andromeda’s members treated us so well too :) I love Andromeda! Because
of them, I had so many good memories.
Right after I finished
PKBN, around March, they performed at JP. Suki-chan, Naru-baka and me of course
didn’t want to miss the fun and went there to watch :D Then we got to play a
game with Andromeda’s members on the stage and Suki-chan was paired with
Gordino. Haha XD And then few months later, the three of us went to the RTB at
Sungai Akar to see them recording. Fans were not allowed to come in that day
but the three of us were lucky because we met Gordino at the car park who was
going to his car to get something and he brought us in :D We felt like VIF (very important fans!)
Most of my awesome 2013
memories are with Suki-chan and Naru-baka :D Sleepovers, hanging out around
Bandar, eating here and there, gym-ing, movie dates, Karaoke-ing and a lot
moreeeeeee!!! Those two ladies are always there for me and all the times I
spent with them have been fun and unforgettable!! I can’t wait to get my
allowance so that I can bring them out for datesss :) Celebrating Suki-chan’s
birthday this year was awesome!! The surprise we prepared was a success!! :3
Thank you to Calvin who agreed to collaborate with me and Naru-baka. Haha XD Suki-chan
cried the tears of happiness when we showed her the video of Calvin (Andromeda)
sang a birthday song for her. When we slept over at Naru-baka’s place, the
three of us stayed awake until almost 3 in the morning. We were talking about
all the memories we have shared together. It was emotional. Haha XD I have been
friends with Suki-chan since primary one (almost 13 years now) and Naru-baka
since year 4 or Ugama school (almost 9 years now) and I wish our friendship
will stays strong and last forever!!
Hmm. What else? There
are so many!!! I don’t think I can share everything in this post. LOL! With my
family, of course a lot happened. And know what? We just came back from Sabah few days ago. It was fun! My father brought us to
so many places; well, we were in the car most of the time though. Haha XD And
then, my ‘fucking stupid’ little brother got married in the end of June in
2013. Throughout 2013, a lot of things happened within the family. Good and
bad. But I thank Allah because in the end, we still together and I am happy :D
Oh, I finally got a
boyfriend (after almost 7 years of being single, haha!). But then broke up with
him not long after dating each other. I knew him from PKBN and he was such a
sweet guy. He confessed to me by passing a small piece of paper to me. LOL!
Well, during PKBN, we were not allowed to bring in mobile phone! So letters are
the only way. After that, we continued to exchange letters and after we
graduated from PKBN, he proposed me to be his girlfriend and I agreed and we became
a couple! But love is not always that easy ==’ His ex-girlfriends came to me
and said that, “Don’t believe in him. He’s bad! He’s blab la blablabalabala!!”
and my ma found out and…yeah, because I couldn’t stand it and I have seen so
many evidences, I dumped him. In a good way, of course. After a few weeks, he
finally got over me and stopped contacting me. Well. I have no regrets.
Then after the break up,
I started to chat with this one guy on FaceBook., got his number and we became
close and so on. Yes, you guessed it right. Ohayopo-kun. LOL! Seriously, my
story with this guy is so helly funny. But we became good friends now. He’s
nice and cute and tease-able. But I have been rejected :P Well, at least we are
good friends now!
I realized that LOVE is
really not for me for the time being. Especially after Ikki-san left for UK
For now, I will just
let the fate decides for me :3 while I’m focusing on some other more important
things like assignments and exams.
What elseeee….? Hmm.
Ah, my sleeping partner :( My cat that I love the most…he died not long ago. I
was crying for like days after he was gone. He was my best ever friend!! I miss
him… On my right arm, I can still clearly see the visible scars from the time
when I saved him from being attacked by another cat. These scars mean a lot to
me and I hope they will stay there forever!
In the fandom of
2013!!! Hey!Say!JUMP released two singlesss!! Come On A My House and recently
Ride With Me. The two singles are awesome!! :3 I love Yuto!! He changed his
hair style and he is now becoming more and more attractive with his new short
hair! Agree with me, raise up your hands!! LOL! Everyone raised their hands.
Haha XD The bad news is Ryutaro hasn’t come back to JUMP yet even after 2 years
but I am still hoping for a miracle though. HOPEFULLY IN 2014!! Everyone in the
fandom had been going through ups and downs in 2013, a lot happened. The most
unforgettable one is…Tanaka Koki (KAT-TUN) got kicked out from KAT-TUN. The
hypens cried so much that night. Just like the night when Ryutaro’s suspension
was announced, it was raining heavily too. I could feel the sadness of the
hypens. :( Please stays strong! Oh! Koki
opened a twitter account!!! Now the fans can talk with him to keep up-to-date
to what he’s doing :)
I finally downloaded
Instagram! LOL! I was like, “How to use this?” when I first opened the
application. Haha XD Bought new phone :D
Oh, I became addicted
to Malaysian drama in 2013. Haha!! Dramas such as, Setia Hujung Nyawa,
Sebenarnya Saya Isteri Dia, Kampung Girl, Hujan, etc. Have been downloading so
many of them. But now the addiction gone and I am back into J-fandom :D
Lol!! I’m almost
running of ideas of what to write now!! I am sure there are a lot more memories
of 2013 to share but yeah, as I said I don’t think I can fit everything in this
one post. Went to the haunted house after so many years with Ohayopo-kun,
finally bumped into my first love in the mall when I was hanging out with
Saku-chan, Haru-chan and Naru-baka, movie date with my ma, bumped into Kimmy at
Time Square, first time meeting Meezah from the fandom, joined the UVC club in
UBD, got to create a one day memory with the ITB voluntary club, hanging out
with the AFs (Andromeda’s fans), meeting old friends, JUARA-ians reunion,
became a volunteer for the Pusat Ehsan Charity Bazaar, worked as a one day
tourist guide, acted as main fairy at Mother Care event… Oh well. A lot
happened.
I will miss 2013!
DEFINITELY!
And not to forget…
WELCOME, 2014!!
